No Mr. Nerdy. I’ve never been married, dated, or even had intimacy. It just wasn’t meant to be. The number one reason why was because in high school and the first decade after high school bullies and narcissists dragged my reputation under the mud. Secondly, I haven’t had any real desire or interest to go beyond friendship with women. Had I encountered Gabby in 2018 before BL came into the picture. Things might have turned out very, very differently. Now it’s too late because I’m too old. Gabbs was most likewise my last chance.